Some wishes...

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So my expected delivery date (EDD) is July, 7th.
And his flight for the next assignment was scheduled
on the 4th of July.

Isn't it ironic?

All I can do now is to pray real hard that baby will come out naturally a few days earlier and healthy enough to do so.
Or I will have to take early leave, go back to my parents'
and wait for the right time.
I dread thinking A might not be with me in the labour room.
Dan untuk azan/iqamatkan baby :(

And he'll be going for 2 months!
Which I really don't mind since I'll be back at my parents' for confinement. But there is possibility the duration might be extended to two and a half months...

...which means he'll only come back mid September,
when all the raya frenzy starts to die down.

We didn't get to celebrate our first Aidilfitri as husband & wife
last year since he was on a job assignment in London.
He had to go there merely 5 days before 1st Syawal.
I remembered the moment he touched down at KLIA, he started calling his friends telling them to arrange an open house for him, though Syawal ended a week before. Sgt kesian.

And I really hope for some miracles for the three of us this year.

And I really hope I'll be just fine
with whatever that will turn out to be.

But now, writing this, I feel like crying.