No, not forgetting it...

Though it's almost midnight already...
*Ok, I promise not to post this banner once we hit
our 1st anniversary.

I know it's a bit cheesy... but, this is the reason ensuring me to keep posting at least one entry per month :P

It felt like just a week ago I posted the 9 months banner.
Come to think of it, we've been together for 2 years & 8 months (knew each other longer than that...). And honestly it still feels like yesterday when I sneaked into his work station for a small chat.*Balancing room, remember? Haha!
I only had one relationship prior to being with A. I was from all-girl school so hooking up with someone was not my priority. But yeah, I did have crushes... (who doesn't? :P) Until I was in my final year at the university. The relationship ended after 2 years & 2 months, I think. I got lovey dovey messages on the anniversary, and 2 months after that, some maki2... Ironic.

Nak sampai ke 2 years tu mcm neraka. Ok, too much. Tp macam best ayat tu... Haha. All I can remember about the dysfunctional relationship was lots of money & tears. Pelik kan, I got all these visions (aka signs) in my head about all the bad things (that the relationship was ridiculous) and I always cry for silly reasons that most of the time were just something I created in my head. Sayang sgt, nangis. Feel inadequate, nangis. Gaduh, geram, marah tu xyah cakap la.

Padahal that filthy scumbag yang tak deserve I.
*Ok, diva kejap.

Or perhaps I stick to the relationship partly because it annoyed someone greatly.
I hardly cry being with A... (Ok, I am gembeng, I cried watching The Biggest Loser Finale, for example) but he just know how to dry my tears and make me smile in an instant. And it never felt like almost 3 years that we've been together, because I can't wait for the next 30 years to unfold.

I know I'll age gracefully. By his side. :)

Ok, time to celebrate :P
Good night ;)